爱之救赎我只想给你永不失联的爱

　　Helen said: Dear Collins, I have a problem with my mobile phone. It should be a problem with the data cable or battery. I usually have a problem with my mobile phone. My family will help me take it to the city for repairs. I will accompany my children to study at home. Reading books and helping my family with work, I don’t feel bored if I don’t use the Internet or my mobile phone.
　　海伦说：亲爱的柯林斯，我的手机有问题，应该是数据线或者电池出了问题，我平时手机有问题，都是家人帮我拿去城里去修，我在家里会陪孩子学习，自己看看书，帮家人干活，并不觉得不上网或者没手机会觉得无聊。
　　But after I met you, I actually found that I would worry about losing contact with you, you asked me what I was afraid of, I said I had nothing to fear, but now I am afraid of home power outage, afraid that the network can not be used, afraid of cell phone problems, as I promised you, any time I will reply to your message, I may only be able to give you is never. I am afraid that one day you will not find me, you will misunderstand me, I am not ignoring you, if I do not have your information for a long time, I found that I will worry about you, as if you and I have developed a habit in my life.
　　但是我遇到你以后，我竟然发现我自己会担心跟你失联，你曾问我怕什么，我说自己没什么可怕的，但是我现在怕家里停电，怕网络无法使用，怕手机出问题，就如同我答应过你，任何时候我都会回复你信息，我或许唯一能够给你就是永不失联的爱，我怕有一天你会找不到我，你会误会我，我是不是不理你，如果我很久没你信息，我发现我也会担心你，仿佛你和我说话已经在我的生活中养成了习惯。
　　柯林斯说：亲爱的海伦，我可以一直在这里跟你说话吗？我刚忙完，你还好吗？我很担心你，我已经很想你了？
　　＂Dear Helen,＂ said Collins, ＂May I talk to you here all the time? I just finished my work. Are you all right? I＂m worried about You. I miss you already?
　　海伦说：柯林斯，我此刻才发现，世界上最美的情书原来是聊天记录。我经常收到很多异性读者的情书或者诗文投稿。我经常和他人说，我太忙了，没时间看，不用给我发了，其实是我看了也没什么感觉。但是我在看我们彼此的聊天记录，我竟然觉得如此美好，我发现柯林斯内心很温柔，我看着我们彼此的聊天记录会脸上流露出一种幸福的微笑，原来最幸福的事就是发现自己喜欢的人也同样喜欢自己，这件事原来如此美好！
　　Helen said: Collins, I just discovered at this moment that the most beautiful love letter in the world turned out to be a chat record. I often receive many love letters or poems from readers of the opposite sex. I often tell others that I’m too busy to read it and don’t need to send it to me. In fact, I don’t feel anything when I read it. But I was looking at our chat records with each other. I felt so beautiful. I found that Collins was very tender inside. I looked at our chat records with each other and there was a happy smile on my face. It turns out that the happiest thing is to find that the people you like also like yourself. This thing turns out to be so beautiful!
　　柯林斯说：亲爱的海伦，你还和其他人微信聊天吗？为什么手机充不进去电，什么时候修好手机，我特别怕失去你，我以后可以用你给我QQ和我保持联系吗？
　　Dear Helen, do you talk to anyone else on Wechat? Why can＂t the cell phone be charged? When will the cell phone be repaired? I am particularly afraid of losing you. Can I use your QQ to keep in touch with me in the future?
　　海伦答：你以后可以用我给你的QQ和我保持联系，我微信还有很多其他的读者，我也帮一部分读者解决一些他们需要我帮助解决的问题，或者就是一些客户等，我还得回复一些官方话题讨论，不管我多忙，都会抽空陪你，除非有一天你不需要我，你自己离开我，就和那些读者，我帮他们解决一部分问题以后，他们就去过自己生活，如果你需要我，任何时候我都在。
　　Helen a: You can use the QQ I gave you to keep in touch with me in the future. I have many other readers on Wechat. I also help some readers solve some problems they need my help to solve, or some customers, etc. I also have to reply to some official topics and discussions. No matter how busy I am, I will spare time to accompany you, unless one day you don＂t need me and you leave me by yourself. With those readers, after I help them solve some of their problems, they go to live their own lives, if you need me, I will be there any time.
　　柯林斯说：我永远都会跟你保持联系的，今天星期五，明天不用上班，我们今晚可以聊久一点。
　　＂I＂ll always be in touch with you,＂ Collins said. ＂It＂s Friday. Tomorrow is off. We can talk longer tonight.
　　海伦说：你明天可以放松一下，可以和你同事去打高尔夫，放心吧，我有什么事都会跟你说，我只想给你一辈子永不失联的爱，相信我给你的爱值得你去爱。
　　Helen said: You can relax tomorrow, you can go golfing with your colleagues, don’t worry, I will tell you anything, I just want to give you the love that will never be lost in my life, I believe the love I give you is worthy of you To love.
　　柯林斯说：你是我这一生当中所遇见最美好的事情。你和我在一起的每一刻都是如此神奇，以至于我发现自己想你的时候总是自然而然地微笑。我以为我永远不会找到一个像我们这样坚强的爱情，但是现在我们找到了彼此，我知道你就是那个我想共度余生的人，那个我想要一起变老的人。
　　Collins said: You are the best thing I have ever encountered in my life. Every moment you are with me is so magical that I find myself smiling naturally when I think of you. I thought I would never find a strong love like ours, but now that we have found each other, I know you are the one I want to spend the rest of my life with, the one I want to grow old together.
　　海伦答：我听到你这么说，我很开心的。但是我真的好遗憾，我们不可能共度余生，除非你决定你一生要和我在网恋中度过余生，这不就是我耽误你一生吗？我还是希望你可以遇到一个能够现实里跟你相伴一生的那个对的人。
　　Helen replied: I am very happy to hear you say that. But I＂m really sorry that we can＂t spend the rest of our life together, unless you decide that you want to spend the rest of your life in online dating with me. Isn＂t this why I wasted your life? I still hope you can meet the right person who can stay with you for life in reality.
　　柯林斯说：亲爱的海伦，今天在上班，我正在为即将到来的香港合同而做准备。承包商和代理们都会去韩国。
　　＂Dear Helen,＂ said Collins, ＂I was at work today preparing for my upcoming contract in Hong Kong. Contractors and agents will go to Korea.
　　海伦答：你要好好工作，好好的生活，人生也是很充实，你往后余生也会在现实里遇到一个合适跟你共度余生的人，我希望你是因为爱而组建家庭，而不是为了结婚而结婚，不然婚姻里两个人无比孤独，我希望你获得幸福。
　　Helen replied: You have to work hard, live a good life, and your life is very fulfilling. You will meet someone who is suitable to spend the rest of your life with you for the rest of your life. I hope you start a family because of love, not for Marry and get married, otherwise the two people in the marriage are extremely lonely, I hope you will be happy.
　　柯林斯说：我不明白，亲爱的，我遇到你以后，我不需要别人，你是别人无法替代的那个人，亲爱的海伦，我想让你知道我不是一个战士，我只是情人，但我已准备好为我所爱而战斗，我准备好为我们的爱而战。为你而战，我想和你在一起，宝贝，如果我来香港我会来拥抱你，我想抱着你我想吻你，我想永远和你在一起。
　　Collins said: I don’t understand, my dear, after I meet you, I don’t need others, you are the one that others cannot replace, dear Helen, I want you to know that I am not a fighter, I am just a lover, but I I am ready to fight for what I love, I am ready to fight for our love. Fight for you, I want to be with you, baby, if I come to Hong Kong I will come to hug you, I want to hold you, I want to kiss you, I want to be with you forever.
　　柯林斯说：亲爱的我永远不会偏离你，我很快会来中国，我会拜访你的父母，让他们接受对我们婚姻的祝福。
　　Collins said: ＂Dear I will never deviate from you, I will soon come to China, I will visit your parents, let them accept the blessing of our marriage.＂.
　　柯林斯说：亲爱的海伦，我保证让你永远快乐，带你去看看这个世界，把你的孩子当成我自己的孩子，因为我真的我很爱你，我的生命中不能没有你。
　　Collins said: Dear Helen, I promise to make you happy forever, take you to see the world, and treat your children as my own children, because I really love you, and I can’t live without you in my life.
　　海伦答：如果我是单身的话，我会觉得遇到你很幸福，但是我现在觉得非常的遗憾，因为我无法许你一个未来，我希望你可以遇到一个韩国很可爱善良女子可以替我好好爱你。
　　Helen A: If I were single, I would feel very happy to meet you, but I feel very sorry now, because I can’t promise you a future, I hope you can meet a very cute and kind-hearted Korean woman who can take care of me love you.
　　我婚姻虽然不是因为爱情而结合的，现实里的自己，家人希望我再生个男孩子，我老公他五年也没工作，虽然有很多现实困境让我有时候很无奈，给我精神和经济上的压力特别的大，我有时候特别想离开婚姻，我压力过大，我好想躲起来，但是我清楚的知道我无法改变对方和家人的固有价值观，我老公觉得家里必须生男孩，养儿防老，生几个孩子，多点总是好的，女人生娃是再正常不过的事，但是对我来说，生孩子对我身心创伤很大，已经成为我内心最大阴影，而他们无法理解我内心深处最深的恐惧和痛苦，而我那时候意识到，越是低层贫困的群体，总是抱着侥幸心理，总认为多生几个孩子，总会有几个出息的，我老公和我说，邻居家女人生了五六个，最后一个总算是有个是男孩，还有生十几个的，我听到这里都不想和他说话，我觉得在我老公眼里，女人就是生孩子机器而已，而我觉得这想法是多么可笑滑稽，并且是那么毫无逻辑，而在当地，这种集体无意识的观念深入骨髓。
　　Although my marriage is not a combination of love, in reality, my family wants me to have another boy, my husband has not worked for five years, although there are many practical difficulties that sometimes make me very helpless, give me mental and economic pressure is particularly great, sometimes I especially want to leave marriage, I am under too much pressure, I really want to hide. But I know clearly that I can＂t change the inherent values of the other party and my family. My husband thinks that the family must have a boy, raise a son for old age, and have a few children.More is always good, Women give birth to a baby is a normal thing, But for me, Give birth to a child to my physical and mental trauma is very big, Has become the biggest shadow of my heart, And they can＂t understand my heart the deepest fear and pain. And I realized at that time, The more the lower poverty groups, Always with fluke psychology, Always think more than a few children, There will always be My husband told me that the neighbor＂s woman gave birth to five or six, and the last one was a boy, and there were more than a dozen. I didn＂t want to talk to him when I heard this. I think in my husband＂s eyes, women are just machines for giving birth to children. But I think this idea is so ridiculous, and it is so illogical. In the local area, this collective unconscious concept goes deep into the bone marrow.
　　但是我有能力调整改变自己应对生活的刁难，我可以面对生活中的压力和问题，我在解决问题的过程中也得到很大提升和改变，但是我如果离婚，我一定会伤害他们，而我内心深处会特别不安的，因为我从小到大我做不到伤害他人，我一旦因为爱情而选择离开目前婚姻，将会给这个普通的家带来很多痛苦，他们有时候不理解我，但是我对自己的孩子和家庭有责任，公婆他们在一定程度上对我很好，我把公婆当成我的父母一样爱，我内心是有家人，我和他们有很深的亲情，我无法忍受自己伤害自己的家人。
　　But I have the ability to adjust and change myself to deal with the difficulties of life. I can face the pressures and problems in life. I have also been greatly improved and changed in the process of solving problems. But if I porce, I will definitely hurt them. Deep down in my heart, I will be particularly disturbed, because I have been unable to harm others since I was young. Once I choose to leave my current marriage because of love, it will bring a lot of pain to this ordinary family. Sometimes they don’t understand me. But I have a responsibility to my children and family. My in-laws treat me very well to a certain extent. I love my in-laws as my parents. I have family members in my heart. I have deep affection with them. I can＂t bear myself. Hurt one＂s own family.
　　柯林斯说：恋爱是可以激发一个人变得更好的，亲爱的，你必须知道，当你不高兴的事情，我总是在这里为你守护。我永远不会伤害你，我保证会照顾和珍惜你，因为你是我的女王。
　　Collins said: Being in love can inspire a person to become better, dear, you must know that when you are upset, I am always here to protect you. I will never hurt you, I promise to take care and cherish you, because you are my queen.
　　海伦答：我知道你不会伤害我，也不可能在一定的认知维度伤害到我，如果一个人只是去爱另一个人，而对其他人漠不关心的话，他的爱就不是爱，而是一种共生性依恋或者是一种放大的自我主义，我很爱柯林斯的前提是我足够爱自己，更爱这个家庭，哪怕他们的思维认知还处在集体无意识形态，很多思想很传统，但是这并不是他们的错，而是这个地区固有价值观，我的思维认知在这个固有价值观里挣扎成长着，如果我爱他人，我应该感到和他一致，而且接受他本来的面目。而不是要求他成为我希望的样子，以便使我能把他当作自己可以使用的对象。
　　Helen replied: I know that you will not hurt me, and it is impossible to hurt me in a certain cognitive dimension. If a person just loves another person and is indifferent to other people, his love is not love, but A symbiotic attachment or a kind of magnified egoism. I love Collins very much. The premise is that I love myself enough and love the family even more. Even if their thinking and cognition are still in the collective unideology, many ideas are very traditional, but It＂s not their fault, It is the inherent values ​​of this region. My thinking and cognition are struggling to grow in this inherent value. If I love others, I should feel consistent with him and accept his true colors. Instead of asking him to be what I want, so that I can treat him as an object that I can use.
　　海伦说：爱情和一个人的成熟度并无关系，如果不努力发展自己的全部人格，那么每种爱的努力都会失败；如果没有爱他人的能力，如果不能真正谦恭地、勇敢地、真诚地和有纪律地爱他人，那么人们，在自己的爱情生活中也永远得不到圆满，这是我在爱情里最体验，因为我在遇到你之前，我经历过一段刻骨铭心的深爱。
　　Helen said: ＂Love and a person＂s maturity has nothing to do, if you do not strive to develop their full personality, then every effort to love will fail;＂; If you don＂t have the ability to love others, if you can＂t really love others humbly, bravely, sincerely and disciplined, then people will never be satisfied in their love life. This is my most experience in love, because before I met you, I experienced an unforgettable deep love.
　　在我每次命运低谷期，我觉得生活很难的时候，我内心深处会幻化出自己生命中出现另一个人，可以是我这个阶段的天使，来保护我，那时候的我因为找工作被骗身无分文而把自己关在家里自我反省，那时候自己内心很迷茫，有经济压力以及对未来的焦虑不安，我恐惧再有小孩，而我老公和家人他们无法理解我内心深处压力，以致于他们想要孩子，从而我意外有了孩子，但是我内心那时候不想要孩子，仿佛我肚子里的孩子感觉到自己的妈妈不要他，不想来到我生命给我压力，我怀孕前三个月就出现先兆流产，而我在家里没医生，那天大雪很深，根本没车送我去医院，我觉得我自己会活活的疼死在家里。
　　Every time when my destiny is in a low period, when I feel that life is difficult, in my heart I will imagine another person in my life, which can be an angel at this stage of me, to protect me. At that time, I was looking for a job. I was deceived into being penniless and locked myself at home for self-reflection. At that time, I was at a loss, financial pressure and anxiety about the future. I was afraid of having another child, but my husband and family could not understand the depth of my heart. pressure,
　　So that they wanted children, so I accidentally had children, but I didn’t want children in my heart at that time, as if the child in my stomach felt that my mother didn’t want him and didn’t want to come to my life to stress me. Threatened miscarriage occurred within a month, and I had no doctor at home. The snow was very deep that day, and there was no car to take me to the hospital. I felt that I would die of pain at home.
　　那也是我生命中最绝望的时候，我那时候对现实婚姻和生活有种生无可恋的感觉，爱情成为我生命中唯一的救赎，但是我那时候看到我手机里另一端有一个我很爱的人，他在焦虑不安中等着我回复他信息，等我告诉他平安，我看到他和我说，我此生才刚遇到你，所以我不要失去你，你只求你要平安，而我在小产大出血以后，痛了一整天十多个小时，我呼吸都是痛，我那时候觉得有瓶子毒药让我喝下去，我都愿意，只要我不觉得那么疼，那种痛苦也是刻骨铭心。
　　That was also the most desperate time in my life. At that time, I felt unlovable about real marriage and life. Love became the only salvation in my life, but at that time I saw a me on the other end of my phone. The one I love very much, he is waiting for me to reply his message in anxiety, waiting for me to tell him peace, I saw him and said to me, I just met you in this life, so I don’t want to lose you, you just ask for peace, And after I suffered from a minor birth, The pain lasted for more than ten hours, and my breathing was painful. At that time, I felt that there was a bottle of poison for me to drink. I was willing to do it. As long as I didn＂t feel that pain, the pain was unforgettable.
　　我觉得现实生活我没什么可以留恋，但是我很想告诉对方，我没事，但是我虚弱到拿不住手机发信息给对方，那一刻挺过来的自己，只是想和对方说，我总算平安度过危险，这几个字在那一刻，耗尽了我所有的力气，但是为了给他发信息，我挺了过来，一个人内心深处对另一个人的爱在生死攸关的那一刻就会成为生命中最重要的信念和勇气，而我就是因为内心深处对另一个人的爱，我希望为我着想的人是安心的，所以我便在我最艰难的时刻挺过危难，而我在大出血十个小时以后，小孩子总算从我肚子里出来了，那种身体的剧痛总算停止了，那一刻我给对方说，我没事，而后我手机从我手里滑落，而后的自己昏睡了过去。
　　I think in real life I have nothing to linger, but I really want to tell the other person that I am fine, but I am too weak to hold the phone to send messages to the other person. At that moment, I survived, just want to tell the other person that I finally got through safely. Danger, these words exhausted all my strength at that moment, but in order to send him a message, I survived. The love of a person＂s heart for another person will become life at the moment of life and death. The most important belief and courage in And because of my deep love for another person, I hope that the person who thinks about me is at ease, so I survived the crisis in my hardest time, and after 10 hours of heavy bleeding, the child finally It came out of my stomach, and the physical pain finally stopped. At that moment, I told the other party that I was okay, and then my mobile phone slipped from my hand, and then I fell asleep.
　　他初见我的照片，对我来说就是平时穿的旧衣服，我觉得那张照片是在普通不过的生活照，他竟然告诉我，对他而言就如同他的初恋，我与他而言，就好比柯林斯与我而言的那种感觉。所以我病了，他帮我找了医院最好医生帮我看，虽然只是隔着网络，但是那份爱永远却深深触动了我内心，很远也会寄补品，我娘家妈妈找我要钱，他知道我没有，他帮我给我母亲，他知道我老公没出路，竟然会想着给我一笔钱，让我老公做点生意，就当他投资我，只要我不要因为生活的压力过大而焦虑不安，他只是想为我分担一切，他也很清楚他永远无法和我在一起，但是他一句我看到你我愿意的坦然，我被次深深的击中，我在那一刻，真的相信这世界上存在另一种温暖和真爱，所以我给了他一个别名，暖暖，我习惯的这么叫他，他就是我内心深处的一份温暖。
　　The photo he saw me for the first time was the old clothes I usually wore. I thought that photo was an ordinary life photo. He actually told me that it was just like his first love to him. In other words, it＂s like the feeling Collins and I have. So I was sick, and he helped me find the best doctor in the hospital to help me see. Although it was only across the Internet, the love forever touched my heart deeply, and I would send supplements far away. My natal mother asked me for it. money,
　　He knew that I didn’t. He helped me to my mother. He knew that my husband had no way out. He thought about giving me a sum of money to let my husband do some business. He would invest in me as long as I don’t live under the pressure of life Big and anxious, he just wants to share everything for me, he also knows that he will never be with me, but he said that I see you and I am willing to be calm, I was hit deeply, I was at that moment , Really believe that there is another kind of warmth and true love in this world, So I gave him an alias, Nuannuan, as I am used to calling him, he is the warmth in my heart.
　　我当时不懂爱情是何物，只是习惯了他经常陪着我说话，就如同现在的我们一样的状态，我能够懂你的，也是他教给我的，而我和他的爱不对等的，后面我们彼此经历很多的心路，我才明白不成熟的爱是因为我需要你，所以我爱你，而成熟的爱是因为我爱你，所以我需要你。
　　I didn’t know what love was, but I got used to him often speaking with me, just like we are now. What I can understand you is what he taught me, and my love is not equal to his. , Later, after we experienced a lot of thoughts with each other, I realized that immature love is because I need you, so I love you, and mature love is because I love you, so I need you.
　　正如柯林斯你说的，恋爱可以让人变得更好，我生活中痛苦因为遇见暖而减少很多，爱情确实让人变得深刻而美好很多。
　　As Collins said, love can make people better, my life because of the pain to meet warm and reduce a lot, love really makes people become deep and beautiful a lot.
　　但是我跟暖暖彼此各自都有家庭，虽然我们婚姻里的伴侣都是不懂彼此，但是我们两个人都无法做到伤害到家人和孩子，他人伤害我，我可以过后原谅，但是我不允许自己的行为去伤害到自己的亲人，这样我会良心不安的，爱情虽然美好，但是自私到因为爱情而放弃自己现实生活中的一切，为爱飞儿扑火的炙热，也会毁掉彼此的，所以对于一个有家庭的人来说，你不仅仅只是为自己而活，你还要对家庭负责，因为我还是孩子的妈妈，公婆的儿媳妇，我除了是我自己以为，我还有很多角色，所以我自己习惯了应付生活给予我的考验和刁难，我只希望我自己足够努力可以在生活给我风雨的时候，我能够拥有更多地狱风险的能力和抵制诱惑的定力。
　　But I and warm warm each other each have a family, although our marriage partners do not understand each other, but we two people can not hurt their families and children, others hurt me, I can forgive later, but I do not allow their own behavior to hurt their loved ones, so I will have a bad conscience, although love is beautiful. But selfish to give up everything in their real life because of love, for love to put out the fire, will destroy each other, so for a family, you not only live for yourself, you also have to be responsible for the family, because I am still the mother of the child, the daughter-in-law of parents-in-law, I think in addition to myself, I have many roles. So I am used to dealing with the tests and difficulties that life gives me. I just hope that I can work hard enough to have more ability to risk hell and resist temptation when life gives me wind and rain.
　　但是我不得不承认一个事实就是，哪怕我结婚了，当我遇到自己喜欢的人以后，我依然会情不自禁，会心跳加速，柯林斯你知道吗？你就是闯入我生活中的例外，而我清楚的知道自己的心，我是爱你的，你怎么就如此巧合的符合了我小时候对爱情里最完美男主的预设，我看到你时，我在那一刻被自己内心设定剧本里的男主所惊艳到了，这世界上真的存在，念念不忘必有回响这样的说法，直到我遇见柯林斯，哪怕你曾在我内心只是我虚拟出来的一个内心角色，但是当你完美呈现在我生命中的那一刻，我内心便再次陷入爱里，而这种感觉是如此的真实存在。
　　But I have to admit the fact that even if I am married, when I meet someone I like, I still can’t help it, and my heart beats faster, Collins, you know? You are the exception in my life, and I clearly know my heart, I love you, how can you so coincidentally meet my presupposition of the most perfect hero in love when I was a child, I see you At that moment, I was amazed by the hero in the script set in my heart. There is a real world in this world, and I never forget the saying that there must be reverberations until I met Collins, even if you were just a virtual inner character in my heart, but when you perfectly appeared in my life at the moment, my heart I fell into love again, and this feeling is so real.
　　柯林斯说：你说的那个暖暖是做什么的，你们怎么认识的？
　　Collins said, ＂What is this Nannuan you are talking about? How do you know each other?＂?
　　海伦答：他是一所中学的校长，一个热爱教育事业的人，他的同事学生都很喜欢他，我有很多客户都是因为他的原因，后面变成我的客户和读者，他在对工作很投入，学生都很喜欢他，每次我听他和我分享他的生活和工作，我都会感受到他对工作的热爱，他诗歌写的很好，是个富有诗意和才华的人，并且很有智慧，特别宽容，我那时候脾气很不好，我觉得我都受不了自己，但是他能够很好引导和包容，并且鼓励我做的更好，他还是一个很出色的父亲，也是个孝顺的儿子，他对自己家庭的责任和爱影响着我发生改变，他比我大18岁，有很多人生阅历，是一个内心很宽广的男人，我确实因为他变得更好，他是我生命中最值得感恩和珍惜的人，也是除了我自己以外，最懂我心的那个人，是我心底的那份温暖。
　　Helen a: He is the principal of a middle school, a person who loves education, his colleagues and students like him very much, I have a lot of customers because of his reasons, later become my customers and readers, he is very devoted to work, students like him very much, every time I listen to him and I share his life and work, I will feel his love for work, his poetry is very good. He was a poetic and talented person, and he was very wise and tolerant. I had a bad temper at that time.I think I can＂t stand myself, but he can guide and tolerate me very well, and encourage me to do better. He is also an excellent father and a filial son. His responsibility and love for his family have influenced me to change. He is 18 years older than me, has a lot of life experience, and is a man with a broad heart. I am really better because of him. He is the most grateful and cherished person in my life, and the one who knows my heart best besides myself, and the warmth in my heart.
　　柯林斯说：亲爱的海伦，我知道你如同天使一般善良，不舍得伤害他人，但是我希望你有一天可以为自己勇敢的挺身而出，我知道你已然是那个最好的自己，任何时候，我都会守护你，只要你幸福就好，因为我爱你。
　　Collins said: Dear Helen, I know you are as kind as an angel and don＂t want to hurt others, but I hope you can stand up for yourself bravely one day. I know you are already the best of yourself. I will protect you at any time, as long as you are happy, because I love you.
　　海伦说：柯林斯，我面对你我不知道该如何是好，这对我是一种幸福也是一个难题，但是谢谢你，感谢上帝把这样一个你坠入到我的生命当中，让我心生欢喜，有的人能够在此生遇见，就很知足了，而柯林斯于我而言，就是如此，谢谢这样一个可爱的柯林斯，很晚了，我知道你很累了，早点睡！
　　Helen said: Collins, I don’t know what to do when facing you. This is a kind of happiness and a problem for me, but thank you, thank God for falling such a you into my life and making me feel good. Happiness, some people can meet in this life, it is very content, and Collins to me, that is the case, thank you for such a lovely Collins, it is late, I know you are tired, go to bed early!
　　柯林斯说：晚安，我亲爱的海伦，我永远都会爱你！
　　＂Good night, my dear Helen,＂ said Collins. ＂I shall always love you!