一个人撑得很累的句子，句句难过入心

　　其实我一直在以你不知道的方式，偷偷的关注着你。
　　In fact, I have been watching you secretly in a way you don＂t know.
　　就算是太阳，有一天向日葵也会放弃的，更何况是你了。
　　Even the sun, one day sunflower will give up, let alone you.
　　失去的滋味儿已经让我受够了，不想再去依赖任何人了。
　　I＂m fed up with the taste of losing. I don＂t want to rely on anyone any more.
　　你一定要对得起我的不打扰，一定要过得很好很好。
　　You must stand up to my not to disturb, you must have a good life.
　　想用力去爱一个人的感觉，再也找不到了。
　　I can＂t find the feeling of trying to love someone.
　　我们会坐上不同的列车，开向各自的人生。
　　We will get on different trains and go to our own lives.
　　希望以后住在我家里的人，就是住在我心里的人。
　　I hope that the people who live in my family will be the people who live in my heart.
　　现实生活中不会有像电影里的人一样，一等就等你五六年。
　　In real life, there will not be people who wait for you for five or six years just like the people in the movies.
　　真正的长大，就是舍得推开一切自己喜欢的东西。
　　The real growth is willing to push away everything you like.
　　我们再也没有以后了，属于我们的快乐就到此结束吧。
　　We don＂t have the future any more. Let＂s end our happiness.
　　就算再难过也可以笑出来的人，应该说的就是我吧。
　　Even if again sad also can smile out of the person, should say is me.
　　我就像一个罪人一样，极力的想去向你解释什么。
　　I＂m like a sinner, trying to explain something to you.
　　现在再也回不去以前认为走不出来的日子了。
　　Now we can＂t go back to the days when we thought we couldn＂t get out.