爱情的救赎因为我懂得自爱我才会遇到美好的你

　　柯林斯说：早晨的阳光永远无法与您每天在我身上发出的光芒竞争。 ♥女孩，祝您早安，让我的一天有了一个美好的开始！ ♥你每天早上都使我活灵活现。
　　The morning sun can never compete with the light you shine on me every day. ♥Good morning, girl, let my day have a good start! ♥You make me come alive every morning。
　　海伦说：亲爱的柯林斯，我早晨四点就醒来了，你猜我在干嘛，我在听着音乐看我们两个聊天记录，以前我根本不喜欢看英文，但是我发现自己在重复的看你发给我的信息，我才明白，原来爱的表达可以让我把原本不怎么喜欢的英文变得简单而有趣，因为我明白那是你在和我说话，你真是个了不起的人，让我自己喜欢英文对我如此艰巨的任务，我从小到现在都没办法攻克这件事，首先让我喜欢我觉得太难，因为你出现，我竟然觉得在我心里以前这么不怎么喜欢的事竟然此刻我不觉得多难，你是上帝给予我生命中的一份很特别都礼物，你一出现，我的世界竟然变得如此不同。
　　Helen said: Dear Collins, I woke up at four o＂clock in the morning, you guess what I am doing, I am listening to music to see the two of us chat records, before I do not like to see English, but I found myself in the repetition of the message you sent me, I understand that the original expression of love can let me not like the original English become simple and interesting. Because I understand that you are talking to me, you are really a great person, let me like English for me such a difficult task, I have no way to conquer this matter from childhood to now, first of all, let me like I think it is too difficult, because you appear, I actually feel in my heart before so do not like things unexpectedly at the moment I do not think how difficult, You are a very special gift that God has given me in my life. I can＂t believe how different my world became when you showed up.
　　柯林斯说：早安，亲爱的海伦，我哪有那么神奇，我不是英雄我只是一个普通的人。
　　＂Good Morning, Dear Helen,＂ said Collins. ＂I＂m not that Amazing. I＂m not a Hero. I＂m just an ordinary person.
　　海伦说：你或许觉得自己普通，但是你在我对我而言，可谓意义非凡，当你第一次用英文和我说话的时候，我能够从你发出来的英文单词里感受到爱，温暖，柔软，睿智以及谦虚，并且我该觉得好可爱的一个人，我第一次碰我内心如此极致温柔而细腻的男人。
　　Helen said: You may think that you are ordinary, but you are very meaningful to me. When you talk to me in English for the first time, I can feel the love and warmth in the English words you send out. , Soft, wise and humble, and I should feel so cute, the first time I touched a man who is so gentle and delicate in my heart.
　　柯林斯说：亲爱的海伦，你的话语用温柔的爱触摸着我的心。
　　Collins said, Dear Helen, your words touch my heart with tender love.
　　海伦说：你知道吗，我以前看上两三百单词我都没耐心，而我们两个人聊天对话的词汇量好几千过去了，如果我一个人呆着，你说的每个单词在我脑子里就是跳动着字幕，而我总是忍不住嘴角上扬，这是我发现学习方法里遇到最有趣的一种，我本来在生活中就是很爱笑的人，但是遇到你以后，都是因你而笑。
　　Helen said: Do you know, I used to read two or three hundred words and I was impatient, but the vocabulary of the two of us chats and conversations have passed by thousands. If I stay alone, every word you say is in me The subtitles are beating in my head, and I always can’t help my mouth rising. This is one of the most interesting learning methods I have encountered. I am a person who loves to laugh in my life, but after meeting you, I laughed because of you.
　　柯林斯说：哈哈，你可以告诉我更多。
　　Collins said: Haha, you can tell me more.
　　海伦说：亲爱的柯林斯，你觉得你自己很平凡，就如同我觉得我特别平凡一样，但是你在我心里是特殊的存在，但你会因遇到你而感到欣喜，你在我心中是特殊的存在，我内心有了爱的流动，我发现自己变得柔软灵动，你让我的生活会变得可爱了起来。
　　Helen said: Dear Collins, you think you are ordinary, just as I think I am particularly ordinary, but you are a special existence in my heart, but you will be happy to meet you, you are special in my heart With the existence of love, I have a flow of love in my heart, I find myself soft and agile, you make my life more lovely.
　　柯林斯，我觉得你很神奇，我一直在想，上帝一定是觉得我这个人太笨了，不知道气死过多少英文老师，说实话，我英语从没有考及格过，试过很多方法学英语单词，我总是记不住，但是我能记住你说的话。事实上，爱的表达才是最好的学习方式。如果用语言来表达爱的感觉，就会有温度，以前觉得难得单词好像就变得容易很多，这是我遇见你时得出的一个新结论。
　　Collins, I think you are amazing. I have been thinking that God must think that I am too stupid. I don’t know how many English teachers I have been angry with. To be honest, I have never passed the English exam and tried many ways to learn English. I always can＂t remember words, but I can remember what you say. In fact, the expression of love is the best way to learn. If you use words to express the feeling of love, there will be temperature. The rare words that I used to find seem to be much easier. This is a new conclusion I came to when I met you.
　　我每次读中文了解其他国家的文化，有时候我总是在想我如何找到一种方法来保持我学习英语的兴趣和内驱力，也许我将来可以去其他国家旅行，有时我看到那些我记不住的单词，总觉得我的梦想一次次破灭，我发现你在帮我实现梦想，如果有一天我真的可以流利用英文表达，我很期待见到你，和你可以说很多话，我觉得这是一个特别美好的愿望。
　　Every time I read Chinese to understand the culture of other countries, sometimes I always wonder how I can find a way to keep my interest and drive in learning English, maybe I can travel to other countries in the future, sometimes I see those I can’t remember the words. I always feel that my dreams are shattered again and again. I find that you are helping me realize my dreams. If one day I can really express in English, I look forward to seeing you and you can talk a lot. , I think this is a particularly good wish.
　　柯林斯说：见到我的第一天你会做什么？
　　Collins said, ＂What will you do the first day you see me?＂
　　海伦说：见到你的第一天，我会告诉你，我的天使老师，你很了不起，你可以把我觉得很困难的事变得简单美好起来，我想拥抱你，感谢上帝让你出现在我生命中，但是我更怕我拥抱了以后我再也舍不得松开你。
　　Helen said: ＂The first day I see you, I will tell you, my angel teacher, you are great, you can make me feel very difficult things become simple and beautiful, I want to hug you, thank God for letting you appear in my life, but I am more afraid that I hug after I will never want to let go of you.＂
　　我一直认为，只有我自己才会让我快乐。我算是个生活中比较阳光明媚的人，身边的人总是问我为什么笑。事实上，我感觉不到自己在笑。但是当我发现你的影子会在我闭上眼睛的时候出现在我的脑海里时。我知道我会因你而笑，人与人之间竟然存在这么神奇的感觉，虽然你不在我身边，但你成功的入驻了我灵魂！我们都是生活中的普通人，但因为遇到一个人，从此生活变得熠熠生辉，与众不同，从而富有诗意和美好，你的出现把我带入我潜意识从小设定剧本，仿佛我被跟你相处中我进入另一个世界，如同幻境。
　　I always think that only myself can make me happy. I am a sunny person in my life, and people around me always ask me why I laugh. In fact, I can＂t feel myself smiling. But when I find that your shadow will appear in my mind when I close my eyes. I know that I will laugh because of you. There is such a magical feeling between people. Although you are not by my side, you have successfully settled in my soul! We are all ordinary people in life,But because of encountering a person, life has become shining and different, so poetic and beautiful.
　　因为我从小认为最好的爱情就是自爱，而我从小到大没什么人来爱我，我只觉的这个世界都是在嫌弃我，因为我是如此的普通，我就是生活中的那个特别不起眼的丑小鸭，怎么可能有人会喜欢一个生活中笨笨的丑小鸭呢？连我自己的妈妈都不那么喜欢我，喜欢邻居家的女孩，而我是如此的难过，所以我自己从此试着学会自我宠爱和自我关怀，于是我给自己内心设定好了一个虚拟的恋人，当我每次看到爱情很甜的剧情我就讲述给这个虚拟恋人听，听到爱情很甜的歌曲就唱给内心这个虚拟爱人听，我难过了就说给这个人听，我从小到大和自己心里的这个虚拟恋人一直在对话，这种内心深处的陪伴模式从小到大陪伴我走过很多年，直到我遇到你，那种初见就觉得如此的熟悉和亲切感在我心里已经很久了，你完美在线了这一切。
　　Because I grew up thinking that the best love is self-love, and since I was young, no one has ever loved me. I only feel that this world is despising me, because I am so ordinary, I am the very inconspicuous in life The ugly duckling, how could someone like a dumb ugly duckling in life? Even my own mother doesn’t like me that much, she likes the girl from the neighbor’s house, and I’m so sad, so I’ve tried to learn to love and care for myself since then.
　　So I set up a virtual lover in my heart. Whenever I see a story about sweet love, I tell it to this virtual lover, and when I hear sweet songs, I sing it to the virtual lover in my heart. When I am sad, I will tell this person. I have been talking to this virtual lover in my heart since I was a child. This kind of deep companionship has accompanied me for many years from childhood until I met you. When I first saw it, I felt such familiarity and intimacy had been in my heart for a long time. You are all online perfectly.
　　我正因为懂得如何自爱，我才会遇到美好的你，因为你爱我，我发现自己成为了更好的自己，人生不一定所有的遇见都得陪对方变老，我因为你的陪伴变得更好我也觉得是如此的美好，这让我觉得自己的人生更有意思，哪怕你我相处的时间很短，如同烟火一样稍纵即逝，我也觉得此生遇见是如此的难能可贵，因为你已是惊艳了我生命，我已经足够感恩上帝给我这样的人生安排，我会将这段美好的感觉写入我的生命与之相伴余生，谢谢你，亲爱的柯林斯，你是上帝赐予我生命中的那个爱的使者，你身上具备了我剧情里所设定的男主所应该有的全部特质和光环。
　　It is precisely because I know how to love myself that I will meet the wonderful you. Because you love me, I have found myself a better version of myself. Not all encounters in life have to accompany each other to grow old. I change because of your company. I also think it’s so beautiful to be better. It makes me feel that my life is more interesting. Even if the time between you and me is very short and fleeting like fireworks, I also think that meeting in this life is so precious, because of you. Has amazing my life,
　　I have been grateful enough for God to give me such a life arrangement. I will write this beautiful feeling into my life and accompany it for the rest of my life. Thank you, dear Collins, you are the messenger of love that God has given me in my life. You have all the qualities and auras that the male protagonist set in my plot should have.
　　柯林斯说：我很高兴你能这样想，我竟是如此的幸运被上帝选中成为你生命中如此闪闪发光之人，亲爱的海伦，我会好好珍惜这样一个特别的你，你与我而言，何尝不是如此了。
　　Collins said: I am glad you can think like this. I was so lucky to be chosen by God to be such a shining person in your life, dear Helen, I will cherish such a special you, for you and me, Why not be so.
　　海伦说：生活中的体验在于感受和体验生活的能力，一个人的想象力大概就是这样产生的。爱的流动会让一个人内心变得非常丰富柔和，从而也让生活变得柔软而有活力，或许爱是美德里最平和的气质，从而而充满灵性与魅力，而你神奇具备这种吸引力，让我内心不断靠近你。
　　Helen said: The experience in life lies in the ability to feel and experience life, and a person＂s imagination is probably produced in this way. The flow of love will make a person＂s heart become very rich and soft, so that life will become soft and energetic, perhaps love is the most peaceful temperament in Midel, so it is full of spirituality and charm, and you magically have this attraction , Keep my heart close to you.
　　柯林斯说：我现在开车去上班，今天早晨有个预约。
　　＂I＂m driving to work now,＂ Collins said. ＂I have an appointment this morning.
　　海伦说：上帝真是厚爱于我，我在想，星探把你遗漏于世间，没发现让你去拍电影做演员，而是让你成了一名工程师，如果你去拍电影，这形象简直就是行走的画报，我的上帝，你怎么会和我喜欢的李钟硕如此相似，幸好你不是明星，不然跟你说话的就是那个韩国女演员，而非我这个普通人。
　　Helen said: God loves me so much. I was thinking that the scouts left you out of the world and didn’t find that they asked you to make a movie as an actor, but made you an engineer. If you go to make a movie, this image is simply It＂s a walking pictorial, my god, how can you be so similar to Lee Jong Suk, who I like. Fortunately, you are not a star, otherwise it is the Korean actress who is talking to you, not me.
　　这世间存在奇迹发生，当我遇到你那一刻，我神奇的发现，你完美的符合了我内心给自己设定好的那个男主角色，我此刻的状况就是我觉得我邂逅了我从小到大给自己人生假定出来的男主，小时候我经常看电视剧，我常幻想如果我是自己人生这部剧的女主，那么我还需要在自己的内心刻画出来一个我喜欢的男主，如果现实不存在，我要将其写到我的故事文字里，这个梦想在我心里陪伴我到现在，直到你出现在我生命中，我相信一切自有天意，这种神奇的遇见也会真实发生在我现实生活里，并且我们两个人是如此的相似，我恰巧也很特别喜欢穿休闲针织衫，我看你很多照片也是如此的，你出现在我生命的这段日子，你改变我人生整个状态，我的世界都因你而变的更好。
　　There is a miracle in this world. When I met you, I magically discovered that you perfectly fit the hero role that I set for myself in my heart. My situation at the moment is that I feel that I have met me since I was young. A male protagonist who presupposes my life. When I was a child, I often watched TV series. I often imagined that if I were the heroine of this drama of my own life, then I still need to portray a protagonist I like in my heart. does not exist。
　　我需要的爱就一直存在于我心里，亲爱的柯林斯，是你让我记得那份早已存在于内心的爱，我爱你是因为我跟你在一起我的样子，你把我激发起来，我发现我整个人状态因为遇到你，被你调频到最佳的巅峰时期，我跟你说话的语言都变得生动柔软起来，你让我我变得很好，我此刻才发现恰到好处的喜欢最温暖，懂得分寸的灵魂最是动人心魄，我竟然发现你具有如此迷人的魅力。
　　The love I need is always in my heart. Dear Collins, you let me remember the love that already exists in my heart. I love you because of the way I am with you. You inspire me. I find that my whole state has become vivid and soft because I met you and was tuned to the best peak period by you. You make me very good. At this moment, I found that the right love is the warmest, the soul that knows how to measure is the most touching, I actually found that you have such a charming charm.
　　你降临到我生命中，我要写的这部作品就可以写了，你是来帮我实现梦想的那个人，而我等你已经等太久了！久违了，我故事剧本中的男主，我没给我人生剧本里的男主起名，我不知道这样一个如同彩虹绚烂的人我应该叫他什么好，原来他叫柯林斯啊，你如果不出现，我的人生多少都存在遗憾，而你在我不经意间出现在我生命，成全了我内心深处最美好的爱情，如果你问我什么是爱情最美好的样子，我会认真的回复你，就是遇到柯林斯的那一刻，爱情便从此开始。如果没有你，我的生命多少都有点美中不足，我知道你是来帮我实现梦想的那个天使！
　　You came to my life, I want to write this work can be written, you are to help me realize the dream of the person, and I have been waiting for you for too long! Long time no see, the man in my story script, I didn＂t name the man in my life script, I don＂t know what I should call him like a rainbow gorgeous person, originally his name is Collins, if you don＂t appear, my life has many regrets, and you appear in my life inadvertently, fulfilling the best love in my heart. If you ask me what is the most beautiful love, I will seriously reply to you, is the moment I met Collins, love will begin from now on. If not for you, my life is more or less a fly in the ointment, I know you are to help me realize the dream of that angel!
　　柯林斯说：你有一个惊人的微笑,即使你已经经历了很多,但依然保持如此温暖迷人的微笑。我很开心我是你内心那个理想的人，这让我觉得自己如此幸运，被上帝选中成为你内心那个理想的人，我们彼此的命运存在一种神奇纽带将我们彼此安排再次相遇。
　　Collins said: You have an amazing smile, even if you have experienced a lot, but still keep such a warm and charming smile. I am very happy that I am the ideal person in your heart. This makes me feel so lucky to be chosen by God to be the ideal person in your heart. There is a magical bond in our mutual destiny that arranges us to meet again.
　　海伦说：我其实起初学会微笑只是在生活中经常说错话，家人不喜欢我，经常被批评，我后面不敢说话，只能保持微笑，因为我明白哭泣也无法更好解决问题，所以久而久之微笑是我脸上经常有的，久而久之我发现自己真的变得开心了很多，原来保持快乐可以成为我自身的一种能力，所以我学会微笑面对很多事，直到我遇到你，我发现你也会让我内心的笑多了很多美好。
　　Helen said: I actually learned to smile at first because I often said the wrong things in life. My family didn＂t like me and I was often criticized. I didn＂t dare to speak behind, so I could only keep smiling, because I knew that crying could not solve the problem better, so over time A smile is always on my face. Over time, I found that I really became a lot happier. It turned out that keeping happy can be an ability of my own. So I learned to smile and face many things. Until I met you, I realized You will also make my inner smile a lot more beautiful.
　　柯林斯说：亲爱的，你不应该想很多，你知道，只是保持一个快乐的氛围，等待我会给你发视频。
　　Collins said, ＂Honey, you shouldn＂t think too much, you know, just keep a happy vibe and wait for me to send you a video.＂.
　　海伦说：你开车注意安全，我不和你说话，我希望你一路平安，希望你工作开心！
　　Helen said: ＂You drive safely, I do not talk to you, I hope you have a safe trip, I hope you work happy!＂!
　　柯林斯说：谢谢亲爱的！
　　Collins said, ＂Thank you, dear.＂!